So I went searching for Caylee today and it was very discouraging. There were soo many swampy areas where you could easily have hidden something and even though water had receded- the vegetation was just so thick- you couldn’t even see the ground. 😦
It was so exciting at first to turn down the street and see that long line of brake lights lighting up the lane backed up almost all the way to the light. So many cars that traffic was jammed up just trying to coordinate parking and already a huge field is so filled w/cars they’re spilling into the ditches.
I still haven’t heard what the turn out was but it seemed massive and (I hate to say it but) actually a bit disorganized. We got there at 8AM and didn’t get out to start searching till about 10AM. I met Leonard Padilla and Rob Dick– they were so nice- they gave me their business cards-they’re like baseball trading cards- cute. I will scan them later and post- I’m too exhausted now. I’m going to try to set up an interview w/them before they leave. They said they’d be willing to so…keep your fingers crossed for me. Oh, I also met Murt- soo cool! He’s going to grant me a sit down too! So I’ll shoot the video and post here next week. If you have any questions you’d like to ask– let me know!
Mark Nejame was there- I saw him wandering about. I did actually feel really sad for the Anthony’s all day. No matter what they’ve done — and granted, they have some real likability issues — just try to put yourself in their shoes today. At any moment the TV stations could break in and announce that the remains of a child were found. Actual identification will take a while but that’s not sweetening the deal IMO.
So thousands of people have turned up w/large sticks in order to poke at the ground while looking for your precious grand daughter’s remains..they’re organizing the areas based on your daughter’s cell phone activity in the area and BONUS most of the thousands are convinced your daughter murdered your grand daughter! It’s unimaginable. Let’s all keep them in our thoughts and prayers– and Caylee most of all!!
I’m worried. I’m worried we won’t find her and I’m worried that that will drive Cindy even further over the edge– she will be even more convinced that Casey’s tales are true! And that’s not doing anyone any good- especially Caylee. I’m convinced that Casey needs to have Cindy confront her – say I know she’s gone, I’ll believe it was an accident and I absolutely forgive you! Just tell us where she is!!
I’m not sure it would have any effect on Casey now but I think it might have in the beginning–before Baez began blowing sunshine up Casey’s ass. Instead– according to Casey in one of those first interviews – I think it was the one at Universal? Casey says something like– My mom already said that she could NEVER forgive me and you know what I could never forgive myself…something like that. I’ll look for the link. Instead, Cindy extracted an iron clad promise from Casey — that she would NEVER put them through this torture— so now Casey has NO incentive to tell. There’s nothing in it for her except bad news- harsher sentence, zero family and BONUS the whole world gets to say I TOLD YOU SO— We knew you were a SPITEFUL (murdering) B!TCH!